Confusing feeling

It all started in month of august and a year later ended in september,

Days cultivates to grow bigger,

With every single day passes journey becames harder,

The feeling of loneliness always tempered,

The journey was nowhere to everywhere,

The day and night had no difference,

The work was harder and was getting harder everyday ,

The Mindset was never ready to accept it,

Feeling of terror was hunting the heart,

Winds still blew towards the north,

All the hopes changes day by day ,

Every unexpected thing happen and entire plan changes ,

The feeling and emotions of happiness were lost somewhere,

The feeling of being myself was lost somewhere, 

I was annoyed and irritated with every single things that were happening,

Than all of sudden someone holded hands of mine and told me things goona work wait for time to come, 

Then slowly some hopes were entering the soul,

It was harder to accept that things happen and leaving no reason behind,

The love was disappear in air,

When someone holded my hand and help me,

He make the way for me.,

Taught me guided me.,

Finally, when i found myself at my best level,

I wanted to know the person who helped me,

I wanted to thank him for all his helped,

But i found him no where,

i even don't know actually who was he,

I was so much mesmerize that i never get a feeling to knoe who was he,

I asked person around me did the know about the person,

But everyone asked me "are you mental"?their wasn't anyone with you,

I just stucked up again,my brain becomes heavier, again i could not know what had really happen?

One day getting ready, just checking myself in mirror,

I just discovered the person who helped me,

It was my own soul, which i was not knowing,

I helped myself and then i understand the real things which worked,

It was continously my soul which helped me,

It made me blow away all my feelings once again and become happie.

Heartbreak

I have been with you all through the day and night,

I want you to be with me once again all the time,

I never want you to leave me,

I just wanted to hug you one more time,

I wanted you to be with me all my ups and downs,

I never let you go down,

And I promise i will never hurt you once again,

Please be with me with my heart and with your smile,

I want you back again in my life,

I accept all my mistake and want you back in my life,

Please be with me once again i truly love you,

Even in the day and night i think about you,

I want you to be with me all my life,

Oh girl!  please tell me how to tell you how hard I love you,

Please help me and be with me once again,

Oh god! help me to get my girl back,

I Promise you will never see tear in your eyes,

Please give me one more chance to prove myself,

I will always follow you like your shadow,

I promise to be your light in your darkness,

Please have faith with me and give me one more chance,

I will be that tree in your life that will never shed his leaves once again,

I don't want anyone rather then you,

I just wish i could tell you how much i love you,

I just only want you to come back once again in my life.

Oh girl! please come back,

True love

I saw her in daylight near the coffee shop,

She was in red dress, looking beautiful like red rose,

I saw her all the time in the coffee shop,

Her smile made me smile, her laugh made me laugh

I thought for her all through the day and night

I again went to the coffee shop next day and wait for her to come again,

Finally she noticed me and then I stood still like a hungry dog and stare her,

I couldn’t control and I propose her

After proposing her I completely went blank and stand still

I couldn’t believe till now that she told yes…..

Days were shorter nights were longer....

All the time I think about her and just wish to get her as soon as possible..

I was not knowing how she was feeling but I never felt like this before

I asked her about her feeling for me, she told me and I wonder how our feeling were same.. 

It was just like we found each other

Oh! Yea it was true love ..

Loving the way love is and feeling the way it is, 

One of the best feeling in world.....

I needed wings to fly

I needed wings to fly…

I needed wings to fly…

I needed wings to fly…

High in the sky..

I wanna fly away from the cruel world

And l wanna reach the sky

It’s so high…………

And let me touch the sky

I will fly so high that no one would ever hurt me again

I will at the top and no one will able to reach me…

And I am going to fly …….

I wanna run away from here

If I stay a minute more someone would cripple my wings

And  I may be not able to fly again

Oh! god please help me

Let's my dream come true

I am going to fly

 I am flying high……………….

Wohho I am flying high

I have been flying high in the sky high

Too happy……….

Just like seeing my dream come true 

Ouch!!

  Hey who’s that?

Dam someone have cut my wings

Hey,someone save me from hitting down the ground

Now how I can be able to fly high again

And take the ride around the world

Oh god just helps me

Save me from the superior world

I wanna leave some more time

And wanna fly high

Give me the wings once again

Please oh god!!!!

 I needed one extra wing to fly high

God laughingly replied 

You needed extra wing

For sure I will give you

but please give me the proof 

That you will never ask for wings once again

Dam! It’s the world 

You know there cruelty 

Again they may cut your wings

Wound yourselves!!!

And reached your dream by your own

Its depend on how you survive

Not how people treat you

Oh! Yeah I will now not fly away

Even I am the part of earth

Now I will complete my dreams

And let everyone see me so high

Now be cautious cruel world

‘I am coming and be aware’ 

                                                                                             

Meeting with god

It was very sunny day when a man aged 29 was returning to his home for lunch. He was very annoyed with his life he need to work hard to earn the living .When he was going back to work he was regularly complaining to god about the wrong happened with him and suddenly god appeared in front of him and asked him what was his problem ? what does he want from him ?and the man complain everything he don't like with life then god offer him a wish he said he will fulfill any one wish of him. 

The person thought for a while what does he want as he has many problem and than he replied he want to be the richest person of the world god says ohk. He became the richest person of the world god gave him many industries and offices but as he became the richest person the work load increases and he need to work more hard and more than before, a time came where he doesn't need to work he can rest and earn but still he was missing something he was not as happy as before he asked the god to take his wish back even though he not grant him second wish god was happy with his faithfulness and asked him  to ask some other wish the person again thought and asked god to become happiest person of the world god granted his wish and he become the happiest person but it was good in beginning but till the time pass he was still missing something the thing which he used to realized before he was very happy but he was missing something he asked god about this god replied that he asked to become happiest person of the world  god said that you are happy and you asked for that thing only. 

Man replied but i am missing something can you please take the wish back again and can you please allow me to be back in my normal life god replied negatively and told him that now you need to ask something as you were always complaining so the man got confused and think hard for it. Finally he tell the god that he had been thinking too hard but he is unable to think as becoming rich and happy is not only the thing he want he is still missing which he was  feeling earlier he asked god can he give that feeling to him . God asked him which type of feeling you want man said he is confused he is unable to realized.

God said than it is not possible for me to complete your wish and suddenly god disappear and he woke up from dream. He thought of the dream again and again and he questioned some question to himself some of them are...
Is richness is only motive of life?
Why people always search happinness in money?
What after death?
Is there someone outside the universe controlling us?
And many more .........

But really there are some question which are very interesting but what i think is if money is everything than bill gates would never in search of happiness donating money to the people even in the story the man when becomes rich is not as happy as he was before . Even if you were the person at place of him what you would do, what you would ask. Suppose you ask for happiness or richest person or any other thing you would only be happy for few days. We all have different goals and different opportunities we are only whom we create ourselves we all have different lifestyle and works but beside this all what we have common is happiness. Everyone is working hard to buy the things which he don't want and to impress people whom he don't like. We are humans and we use brain which other  creatures on the earth can't use but no one can agree it because we always do the things knowing that it is no used for us. We need to find the best way for happy living ,we need to find very small ways of being happy. Some of you are thinking while reading  what the time pass it is but think we all have only one life and we all did the same. 

Creator of earth would have think much things before creating it to live like this can't be the reason for creating the earth. There may be something which is unknown by everyone of us
but till that live the life you want laugh make other laugh cry,feel  what you want ,dressed what you want no matter how bad you look seeing other teasing you is the sign that you have something special which they don't have. Its only the human who always  do wrong thing at right time.........

Friends

Friends are really Unpredictable they always do the thing which we never expect.Friends are just like the god gift for us.Its true the parents and teachers are important but they never understand the feeling as clearly as our friends do.Friends are just like the light in the dark room.They are just heaven gift for us.No matter how hard they behave with you but you will always remember them till your death.

Some friends show their characteristic but afterwards somewhere they also fell wrong for what they did.Some friends are like silent mode they help us at the time of need and silently go away  after helping.The real importance of friends can only be understand when we need them and they are like telecom services anytime anywhere and who help us at that times are only our real friends.

No matter how busy you are  they will never forget you.Childhood friends are just like chocolate we love to have them and teenage friends are just like the heaven on the earth.Friends are just like rising star for us,as they need to glow everytime for us.Its also true that all are not same ,some of the friends have the bad characteristic which harms or hurt us.

But afterwards they realizes their mistake.Its not about a having a very big group of friends but its all about having a friend whom you can trust more whom is your best friend forever and if you try to have a huge group of friends you will only gets hurt because in a huge group there is always someone who will hurt you,so its doesn't matter how big group of friends you have but how much good friends you have and you will hardly find 7-8 friends whom are trustable to you.Its always differ having a bunch of friends or having a good friends.Some are having problem in creating friend for all those who are having same problem just stick to your originality and honesty you will always get good friends.Friends need,pain and grief is only realize when we are very far away for them.Its only because we had been grown big or we have just lost them.God never decide your friends, your attitude only made them.Good or bad friends are never decide by anyone its all what you create.Be good you will get good be bad you will get bad.Truthfulness,trust,Behaviour are the important things to decide you friends.Your friendship is the thing what you create.Be happy and made other to be happy.

The real meaning of friends can never be describe by any big writers or philosopher.Friends are just like the star which are always with us.Time passes on and when we just keep loosing them due any reason we start feeling the pain of loosing I may not be the philosopher or experienced but I can surely tell that friends are just one who never be with us all the time but always help us all the time.My friends may not be the world best friend but they are not even less than them.I may be not the best friend for anyone but I am the good friend of everyone.

Teenage post

Teenage age a very unique name having a unique meaning.Teenage word even say its meaning teen means small or delicate so the teenage age is also known as delicate age.During this time we all hear a common thing from each and every guardian "these is the age where you need to stable otherwise your whole life would be waste" does this the words have any meaning for teenagers this words are useless for them as  teenage is only the time where the ego of the person comes out from his or her consolation ."EGO" a very great word the more the faith people had the more it destroy his or her life.EGO is more powerful and cheapest than any other weapon in this world to destroy any life as it doesn’t need any material to destroy life as well as it gives  very horror dead.Teenagers are right that their is no use of this words and even if they are right than what’s big deal suicide is always option but when they go to quit or to do suicide the courage needed for it can never be with them because if they would have that courage  they would have study first and even if they quit what the problem world have with it some of them will cry for somedays not some of them only their parents or brother or sister but that also for few days around 1 month than they will continue with their routine life.So what the use of it,if they would never quit and try to find any alternative than they would surely get the solution.Solution to the problem,solution of ourselves,solution of world.

Teenage is the time where person starts to feel love.Half of the problem faced by the teenager is due to love.Love a very interesting topic or the evil side of the teenage acting as hero.Not only love but also evil things or wrong things is the hero of the teenage life.But these hero’s are the destroyer teenager  came to know after crossing teenage it is same as importance of parents is only be know after leaving them.love a very interesting topic maximum teenager wants bf/gf in life ,even they know that can not be couple.Actually the thing is that the person who have gf/bf either they are doing time pass or they have the fear that in future they can not have good life partner but they never know that world it to big and surely they will get someone in life who is just made for them.This was all about love but it has major side effect lonelyness or being devdas,failure in study,destroying body and many more ,falling in love is same as calling bull and saying him  hit me.But what is true love? first of all true love cannot be known by the person who are in love with each other,when you fall in love you don’t let your life partner to do wrong thing if you love him truly,if he/she has done something wrong instead of hiding it you will show to each and every person so that he/she can be careful and can not walk through the wrong path again well true love has very big define but if you want to enjoy the life you alone can only enjoy it or with your besties instead of falling in love and feeling bad and hurt.True love in today’s world can only be seen in your parents.Today’s parents are crazy about you and that’s what they make mistake.Their love have give you the right to follow the wrong path.Be single, be happy.But it was all about both sided love,but when it is one sided love what the person feels is just unexpressable a huge sorrow,a huge pain in heart but they should understand that their is someone who can love them more than anyone else.They should know that life never ends here there are more beautiful things in world than love. True Love neither true friendship see colour,size,abilities,body,fitness true love finds its way by own.That’s why the big persons or celebrities don’t have long relationship.

The second common problem of every teenager is their parents.Parents play important role in teenager life as this is the time where the child get introduce to outside world as after entering teenage child start thinkings beyond the childish level.But this only the time where all there gurdians became their enemy.This generation is really good for nothing as they try to judge the people on their own
what true or what false they decide it by there own thinking this is only the thing they never know what is good for them is the decision which they decide on there own.It’s even not wrong that parents understand them less but this is also the thing when they tried to understand their parent they always try to do what they like,so the parent also do what they like.If they try to understand their parents they will feel that they are not wrong but this can only be done when they put there legs in their shoe or they can only understand their parent when they start thinking or  by creating the situation in which their parents have forced them to follow their order and after creating the same situation if parents or understanding them fully or by putting them in their parent place and then they put themselves in their parents place they will also get the solution that what to do next.I will only say that do what you like but first try to convince your parents but not with the wrong methods try to make understand them what your problem is even though they are not ready just say them "you are my parents and i know you will never want bad for me so i am ready to do what you but even though i would like to do the same but if you can  change your mind,I would be happy or not than i am ready to do it but i tells you that i will not be happy while doing this thing" and just do it and leave everything in the hands of god time will surely heal your problem but try to explain your problem more clearly to your parents and that even with very soft tone.But when we get somewhat detach to our parents we just go close to our friends thinking that they understand you better but no one can understand you more better than your parents.Friends are really important in our life but i would like to have single friend which understand me more better than having lots of fake friends.

But sometimes this friends also leave us alone,than only one can help you which is your family.Sometime due to family you get detach from your friends and you feel you are alone in this world and you also feels that you are the only person who have problem in life and all have happy life but it is nothing like that every one have problem but what they do is they never react as much as you react and sometime afterwards you came to know that their was nothing to react.Problem is the life and in this world you will come across many people who always have their self interest in having friendship with you but when you came to know this you get hurt so if you want that luck should be with you  or you want to be happy in life so don’t expect anything from others so you will be always happy as you don’t expect anything from other if they do anything for you than you will be happy or suprise as you have expect nill from them and they gave you something.It is very common why you feel bad because you expect something and you don’t get, so never expect anything from people around you.life is only once so live the life what you want,do in life what you want not people wants here people around us is fully self-interested,be what you want not your parents wants try to explain them.

Start following your own dreams otherwise someone one would hire to build their dreams.Dreams come true only when you walk through it.live,laugh be happy,be sad,cry,have pain because this is  life which you will never again just at night have a walk in the noiseless  side living your all belonging such as tension, mobile, stress etc. while walking you will be at the one of the best place in World and feel one of the best feeling ever.......

A strange story

A very great or epic story of a boy  name Ronav he is about 15 and has about 3 brothers his father is going to be 50 till next month so he decide to plan a surprise birthday  party for him so first of all he ask for the permission to his mother she say yes you can but first you need to manage the amount required the boy happily tells yes and within a week he arranged all the required money and thus give a blast party. At party the father asked who did this the boy replied we all brothers did this, thinking that the father would appreciate but father scolded at that time ronav told that it was all i had done their is no other involved except me father scolded him than the boy ask what would you do with money if i would have not celebrated your birthday father told that the money would very useful for him then he asked him what the things he can do the father replied you know that how fast there is price rise in everything so it would help their the boy simply said if i would have not earn this money than also the rises of prices  was to be continue and still we are able to manage the boy simply reply "that papa you are earning for us you are working day and night and you are working hard for so this little from my side was to salute your hardship" father told that what use of it birthday comes and comes we can even celebrate 75th birthday boy simply tells did anyone tells you that you are going to be alive till 75 a pause silence in the hall .

Father tells that but it was not necessary boy reply with a wisdom smile papa this only the thing which we lack the rises of goods price and corruption and many other thing has make our life tensed and suffering we are not able to find the happiness in today's world and this is only way in which we can regain the happiness, father happily smiled and give a tight hug to ronav isn’t it strange enough a 15 year boy gave a great moral to everyone  in today’s world we have forget the real meaning of happiness and the only way to regain is finding it in small ways after all we all had a life and troubles and in today’s world happiness is like bubble which get burst very early,we all don’t know when we are going to die but before dying just complete all the pending works and just bring smile not only in your face but in everyone face don’t know when dead is going to arrive so before arriving of it lets have a life full of happiness it is very necessary to find happiness in very small ways the life is very short.

It is  possible that many works can be left to do through out the life and it possible that you can never get chance again to do it, think about it and always try to find happiness in those little way which you think are very small to find happiness dead never encounter after saying, or life never gave you chance again to live,who knows after death what would be our condition so live life and enjoy each and every movement in life, in short i would only like to tell...
                    
                   BORN TO LIVE
OR DON’T LIVE BECAUSE BORN.......

Good luck or Bad

luck a very unique name even having unique work .What does luck means? is it their? theirs nothing like luck in this world but our expectation make luck unfortunately their is no luck which exist in this world but just the Humans brain which have make luck existed in this world.
Actually when we expect more and get less we often say it was my bad luck and when we expect less and get more we always says it was my luck or good luck a common example of it in a lottery when man wins he says that it was my luck because here he had expected less and he gets more and even if he had loss he often say this time the luck was  bad  because he expected something and he gets nothing so this is how luck exist in the environment .no luck but always luck....
How complicated we had made our life we always thinks of the things which we never get it same for everyone its because of the simple reason that we think of the things which we never wants or its of no use for us really the things which would have never been exist in the world have been created by human making each and everyone life complicated.