Monday 29 September 2014

Confusing feeling

It all started in month of august and a year later ended in september,
Days cultivates to grow bigger,
With every single day passes journey becames harder,
The feeling of loneliness always tempered,
The journey was nowhere to everywhere,
The day and night had no difference,
The work was harder and was getting harder everyday ,
The Mindset was never ready to accept it,
Feeling of terror was hunting the heart,
Winds still blew towards the north,
All the hopes changes day by day ,
Every unexpected thing happen and entire plan changes ,
The feeling and emotions of happiness were lost somewhere,
The feeling of being myself was lost somewhere, 
I was annoyed and irritated with every single things that were happening,
Than all of sudden someone holded hands of mine and told me things goona work wait for time to come, 
Then slowly some hopes were entering the soul,
It was harder to accept that things happen and leaving no reason behind,
The love was disappear in air,
When someone holded my hand and help me,
He make the way for me.,
Taught me guided me.,
Finally, when i found myself at my best level,
I wanted to know the person who helped me,
I wanted to thank him for all his helped,
But i found him no where,
i even don't know actually who was he,
I was so much mesmerize that i never get a feeling to knoe who was he,
I asked person around me did the know about the person,
But everyone asked me "are you mental"?their wasn't anyone with you,
I just stucked up again,my brain becomes heavier, again i could not know what had really happen?
One day getting ready, just checking myself in mirror,
I just discovered the person who helped me,
It was my own soul, which i was not knowing,
I helped myself and then i understand the real things which worked,
It was continously my soul which helped me,
It made me blow away all my feelings once again and become happie.